No Excuses

With so much in my plate these days, I have neglected so many things in my life. I’m drowning in the pool of work that seems endless. I have lost friendships because of my stressful life. I wonder if this will be me in the future. I have never been so self indulgent in my whole life. All I think is what is important to me. For example, today I told my boyfriend I can’t see him because I think that my computer needs me while it scans for a virus. A COMPUTER!!!!!! People I have been mad in my life but this is beyond redemption. I have gone to the point where what I see as important in life is materialistic things. I never thought it would come to this. When I have time to myself I make sure it is to me. Oh yes, I do believe in ‘me time’ but let us be serious, when I have not paid attention to the most important people in my life because of work, then I think I should cut my ‘me time’ just a little. So I want to apologies for not writing and posts lately. I have no excuse to not place time in my life for you. Sorry.